My Bulletproof Love For You

You broke my heart,
You were the only thing keeping me alive.
I loved you so much,
I would die for you.
But of course you didn't care.
Three years,
That is how long I loved you.
It didn't matter to you,
My feelings were not important to you.
I'm dead without you,
I'm just a zombie.
You don't care,
You never did.
I am nothing,
I am pathetic without you.
I confessed my love to you,
Guess it didn't matter.
I've been thinking of suicide,
Yet when you come to mind it all changes.
Why do you do this to me?
You make me so miserable,
And yet I would die for you.
I must be crazy,
Or just stupid,
To have thought you felt the same.
The damage has been done, The scars have been made.
I'm dead.
I'm without you,
Which brings me pain.
My unconditional love for you still blooms.
But why?
You hurt me,
Broke me,
You stripped me of my spirit.
But I still love you.
Why do you hate me?
Why do you hate me?
Why do you see me as nothing,
While I see you as everything?
I deserve this misery,
For loving someone whom I didn't deserve.
You are beautiful,
Too popular,
Too perfect.
While I'm ugly,
A loser,
A freak,
A complete opposite of you.
I hate myself for loving you.
It's my fault,
I'm sorry.
I'll leave you alone,
Your happiness is more important.
I apologize,
For loving you...